i am the queen of random thoughts at god-forsaken hours.

i wonder if i'm very self-centered. negative connotations aside. or if i'm just very self-sufficient. on my new double bed, which is massive for me seeing as how i've slept in a super single my entire life, i sleep right smack in the center. while i never move from the boundaries of a single bed in e middle of e double bed, i wonder if the fact that i sleep in the middle, not making space for anyone else even in my sleep is a significant thing? that subconsciously i know i don't need someone. hmms.

interesting. i need to ask goldfish about what this all means :p hahaha, she might end up as my shrink next time. smirks.